For some unknown reason, I really want to start every single thing all over again. So I will assume that no one is reading over here... Only then I can blog without thinking so much.
I tend to over analyse. Scrap that, I always over analyse. That's some thing I need to change in the coming year.
I am still very uninterested in every fuck shit in life =( I feel very comfortable when I am alone... No need to bother about how others feel. What have I become?!! I also don't know... Someone save me... please. Save me before its too late.
I seriously think I am living a very unhealthy life now. I don't really keep friends around anymore. I feel that everyone has to leave at some point of time... Why bother keeping them close?
Someone from the Army just died... I don't know him, but my friend do. It is such a pity when someone has to die so young =( I always thought that death will not occur so soon, but someone of the same age, doing the same thing as me just died not that far from where I 'work'. It really hit me when my friend told me he stayed up all night talking to the dead guy...
What if I just happen to drop dead tomorrow? I will have so much regrets... So many things are left undone and unsaid.
Why am I so moody!!?? Maybe its the weather... A bad start to a new blog =(
