Where to go?

Hmmm, for 'some reason' I called Guo Zheng. And he got the hint, lol~ So thats why we are meeting up. Problem is, where?!

Hmmmmm~

Do you know

You know that kinda feeling? Being affected too because someone is feeling down... And you don't know how to help. Yes, we all do.

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Its not that I got nothing to update... It just that I do not have the mood

To do #2

Chinese new year eve

First Chinese New Year eve in SINGAPORE!

Every single year, my family will rush to Malaysia right after school ended during CNY eve... So my typical CNY eve is a 6 hours long car ride =/ Kinda sad right?

Its surprising empty here in Singapore o.O As in, shops really closes after 12pm and to be honest I never knew that. Kinda feel sad for those who are living alone in Singapore. No where to go, stuck either at home or empty street. All of a sudden I think of my fellow cadet who is stuck back in camp. Hais, like what the artillery officers cleverly quoted,"Life fucking suck, especially in army"

Tomorrow most of my relative are coming over and guess what? We did not stocked up our home with new year goodies! Ohhhhh My Tian! So my dad drove us to China town to get some delicacy.

GOD THE CROWD IS CRAZY! THE CROWD IS FREAKING CRAZY! Not as crazy as New Year countdown, but it is comparable! I thought that since it is raining there won't be many people. I-WAS-WRONG...

It was fun when you look at some stranger and both of you are smiling at one another. Not in the creepy way, but the 'guess we are going to be stuck here for a while' way. And some guy just ran a wheel chair over my feet! I was angry, but he was pushing some really old guy. Can't blame him for rushing out of the crowd.

Lastly,

Dear google, GIVE ME THE ANSWER!

Marksman

One more badge to go. CSB here I come =)

To do #1

Lets start things a fresh

For some unknown reason, I really want to start every single thing all over again. So I will assume that no one is reading over here... Only then I can blog without thinking so much.

I tend to over analyse. Scrap that, I always over analyse. That's some thing I need to change in the coming year.

I am still very uninterested in every fuck shit in life =( I feel very comfortable when I am alone... No need to bother about how others feel. What have I become?!! I also don't know... Someone save me... please. Save me before its too late.

I seriously think I am living a very unhealthy life now. I don't really keep friends around anymore. I feel that everyone has to leave at some point of time... Why bother keeping them close?

Someone from the Army just died... I don't know him, but my friend do. It is such a pity when someone has to die so young =( I always thought that death will not occur so soon, but someone of the same age, doing the same thing as me just died not that far from where I 'work'. It really hit me when my friend told me he stayed up all night talking to the dead guy...

What if I just happen to drop dead tomorrow? I will have so much regrets... So many things are left undone and unsaid.

Why am I so moody!!?? Maybe its the weather... A bad start to a new blog =(